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This is something really bad about me... something good is happening to my best friend and i am getting sulky...and not that i am just getting a shock from nowhere...i was well aware of the fact and i also prayed to God to grant her what she wants...and now that she got it...i am in no mood to take her along to the id street mela.... amritas got the much awaited job in Bangalore.....

now that means she is gonna give the love letter to HR 2 weeks down the line...and 3 months later...i will have to search for a lunch partner... well it is not lunch which binds us.... how i am gonna miss her.... i donno with whom will i share the story of my throbbing heart after i watch uttom kumar in a black and white frame...with whom do i share the experiences of reading robindronath aar sorotchondro? ...its like a suicide I committed by praying what i prayed... well this is like the evil and good side of me fighting... like the comic strips of Hertz in Tintin..whenever Captain Haddock gulped a few pegs his good and bad side stripped apart and confused the poor fellow.... i am in the same shoe as of now.... depressed... i am unwilling to take her call also...and in my mind cooking up stories of getting loose motion, my urgency and importance of going to Abacus... and what not... all betrayers around me...but this betrayal is a part of life... and this is what is gonna happen... this was meant to happen... she is calling me again .... i see her extension flashing ...

i did not pick it up in the first go....bitten by the moral police, i returned her call... all my thoughts of having a bad stomach paid off...well actually, stuffing biriyani at 1 am at night did do its bit to upset my stomach...but not so much to refrain me from going to the fair... .. I promised her that we will go to the mela tomorrow...and tomorrow i ll have more reasons to celebrate... 1. I will have a whole day training tomorrow ( means no work for me). 2. my boss going on vacation the next day onwards. 3. today was one of the few rare days of the week where I can afford to spend the evenings together...Its his holiday today.....my poor husbad got a ranting from me for a good advice.... time for me to call him and reschedule the evening... bad moods are good... i am gonna have chinese for dinner tonight...

one day in office

a month back, my boss was on vacation for almost 2 weeks.... and i had planned that i would definately consume my lazy hours in office by posting new blogs...... Alas! my dream remained unfulfilled.... happily i completed all the assigned task in 3 days....but something not so important cropped up....and to show off my concern and pretending to be in inline with Wells Fargo culture in 'going above and beyond" customer expectation.... i ended up in shopping in General bazaar on a hot summer day in April....I was attempting to do something with the "personal touch" .... I managed to do what i planned for the team events that was assigned to me ... i was happy that the control was in my hands and i did not have to run helter scelter and wait for approvals and things moved at my pace..... the professional goal was accomplished...but the idea of blogging slipped out of my mind

Well now, today at this point of time, i am absolutely loaded with work.... i am aware of all that needs to addressed in near future... working here is like playing passing the parcel... finish u r task and enjoy till someone reverts ..... i was about to get bcak to work ...but all these people around me and their activities are enough for distracting me.... my bengali community is wells Fargo is on the verge of getting extinct ... people are resigning left right and centre... I am kind of disappointed with Pratiks resignation followed by Madhu mita rouths....well actually the point is that i know that Amrita is gonna go to Bangalore...her wedding is in the offing...so i had placed pratik as the back up for all those tea time gup shups.... and when this chap came to me with this news... i was thinking that he was utilizing the opportunity he missed on April 1 to make me a fool...only when a call came from HR and he mentioned how many days of leave is pending, i had enough proof to believe what he said... and then madhumita routh became the next back up....but all people are in a mood to betray me... so as of now i dont have any back up plan... it seems i ll have to be happy with my intranet KRA ....

i always wanted to attend a south Indian wedding which occurs in the morning.... and today i got an invitation from Praveenya.... i just hope that all the desires in life get invited like this..... anyways... so i am gonna go on Sunday morning to her wedding... will have rasam and rice for lunch ... and come back and sleep like a log... i just had one concern... i dont wanna see one particular person in her wedding .... but i guess i dont have an option.... there are certain things in life that should not be mixed.... work and life... probably i should not have this apparent distinction between the 2...coz its no longer kept apart in my life....

i have enrolled myself for the dance classes starting June onwards... one more long lost desire... but my husband wanted to put me in Indian classical...i ll have to go and learn kuchipudi.... the incident reminded me of my childhood when my father , in a similar fashion had placed me in classical Vocal classes... i wanted to go for rabindrasangeet and modern bengali songs... but my wish remained unheard... and then when i wanted to learn dance, my mother came up with an objection ie when i would eventually leave the practice i will become a football..... and still today she stands by her views...i am helpless...in any ways i am putting on weight...so need to get some exercise, SO i might as well do what i enjoy.... and i dont wanna leave it... i might leave kuchipudi and get in western hip hop style..but ( well i should not sound so confident...but i just pray to saibaba and ma kali that i can maintain it )

Well my break is over... i need to get back to work now... hope to catch you soon..bbye